i just can’t deal with all of this judgment right now.

sometimes i don’t think about the emotions of others before i act. sometimes i do too much to please others. sometimes i don’t communicate my emotions well. sometimes i’m so blatantly obvious with my feelings that i can be read like a book when i don’t want to be. sometimes i’m really stupid about things. sometimes i love people and they don’t know it. sometimes i hurt people when it’s the last thing i’d ever want to do. sometimes i try my hardest even when it falls on people who don’t give a shit.

i have a lot of flaws. i’m not perfect. but that doesn’t mean i’m a terrible person. i know i have good qualities in me, and i hate it when people don’t care to try and see that. even when they’re people that i try so hard to please and who i care about so much more than they actually care about me, all because they can’t look past my flaws and see how much i look past theirs.

i keep telling myself i’m a good person, but when i’m surrounded by people like them, it’s harder and harder to believe.